♥ If someone is strong enough to bring you down,

Show them you are strong enough to get up (: 

I just passed my 20th birthday ! 

NOW,

I'm officially 20 ady lurh !

I'm happy ! 

Today was my first day of 20 , 

I change a fresh new look went to office, 

there was many customer and worker praised me !

Tq them !

I finally know what is 人靠衣装,

Anyways , 

Today i get a BIG problem !

When all my staff Rehat ,

I was lefted by someone !

I'm alone at Inkjet !

This is Unfair !!!! 

I'm angry !

But , 

i know angry are useless ,

Better i done my all job as fast as possible !

Finally , after 30mins, 

My staff was back , they helped me alots !

Love them . and thanks to them ,

And i learned it [Team Work] !

At night , 

I very Moody !

I don't want had been scolded or ngepek by my g.ma ... 

i Decided go out and eat my dinner ! 

I will eat as much as i can !

I didnt make wish when my birthday ! 

may i make a wish now ??? 

1. Hope i can healthy & happy everyday !

2. I want my boyfie gave me flower when valentine , 

i want surprise , can he do it for me ? 

*how good was i can receive those flower in office while i'm working ???*

3. Every month earning money as much as i can ! 

Tadaaaa ~~~~ 

my wish List ! 

^^ 

善意的谎言

最近，
真的发生很多事情~
身边的朋友也一个一个轮流的出去读书了，
我也回到工作的岗位了！

[工作]

就从工作开始说起吧！
在一个公司里，
真的会上演[攻心计]！
恐怖！
明明是看对方不顺眼，也可以互相以笑容对待！
真的让人看了有一种怕怕的感觉！
我呢？
就是那个沙包咯！气死我了！
为什么每天每天都是我被骂的那个？

但是，我相信一句话：
吃得苦中苦，方为人上人~
老实说：生气是一定会有的，
只是 我做人的宗旨 [以和为贵] ，

生气了也得工作啊，何必生气呢？

真搞不懂！

[友情]

我身边的朋友呢，一个个轮流出去读书了！

而我，慢慢的，

一个人了！ 

每一个人的性格都不同，

可以作为朋友，算是一种缘分吧？

我身边的朋友吵架了，

算满僵的！

朋友，

我们认识很久了吧？？？ 

你会听我的劝告么？或许是不会了吧？

你懂什么是[善意的谎言]么？

那晚，

其实不是他们不要带你去，

整班男生去喝酒，一定会。。。

你明白了吧？

为什么你非得要跟去呢？

他们和你说早回家，只是一个借口让大家好下台，

你明白么?

有些东西不需要说出来的，自己明白就好！

既然大家都成为朋友，

你也不应该骂他们那些粗口吧？

你增说：某某人一定会怕你，其实，大家出来做朋友，

开心就好， 不需要谁怕谁的，

当你有事情时，谁陪伴在你身边？

谁帮你搞定？

都是那班你骂得惨惨的朋友勒!

如果你要生气我，我无话可说，

自问我已经把要劝你的话说了，

保重！

[感情]

我们最近刚刚过了一年又六个月！

开心开心！！

亲爱的，我们要一起幸福下去哦~

我们一个星期两次去约会，

每次都是迟迟出去，早早回家，

还有，我可以不要等你的电话么？

很累也~ 可以么？

不讲电话，但是，我们的感情会疏远么？

我担心这个问题出现~

怎么办？ 

新年过了，

又回到原本的日子，

期待四月去吉隆坡的日子！

我的生日快到了，

希望自己开开心心，

健健康康。。。

=] 

20012012

A Brand new year ...

I got a date with my beloved friend before they go out study !

That's really a great day !

Mun Shan & Me !

LiHwa & Me 

I really happy today !

We eat and enjoy .

My boyfriend was going to KL ,

So , i met up with my friend. 

We ate economy breakfast ,

Cheap and delicious ...

I never try like this before !

*Weeee~~~* 

We talk , chitchat , We play ... 

I know that friend are important to me too ~

Love u all ! 

When Dinner , we go to PCB ...

Belut !!!! i'mma 1st time to try this !

Very special .

We all had wait for 3 hours for 6kg belut and kangkung ~

We all lost our mind and angry jor ,

but at last also eat all because Hungry !

To my boyfriend :

Today are 1st day to us, 

we didnt sms and talk too much to each other !

i thought he was buzy ,

he was tired ady !

Pity him ~~~~

Love u always ! 

眼泪掉了。。。

今天的我又不争气了，
又掉泪了！我真的很想念我的男朋友啦！

我们又一个星期不能见面了，
他回吉隆坡，
我在吉兰丹！
闷啊！


我虽然说是20岁了，
我依然还想赖着他，
他给我感受到一种安全感吧？

惨了！
她的生日礼物啊！！！！
还没准备？！
惨了！


新年，
我不要过，
把我的男朋友还我啦！
>.<


我不想再掉泪了，
但是，就是不能！

这张照片，
我的眼泪又掉了！

今晚，

我真的想起了很多属于我们的回忆，

你今晚也没有空，

我只有照片陪我，

看着照片，

一个人掉泪，

你又成功了，把我弄哭了！

从前的我，

从学不会依赖你，

现在，

看不到你，

我就哭了！

你终于走进我的心里，

还霸了它！

你终会问我：

为什么你哭？

我

又

想

念

你

了

！

你曾说过：

不要给我太多惊喜，因为我不会制造惊喜的！

我没有想过给你任何惊喜，

我只是在把你对我的好记在心里，

而我，

也会对你好！

或许你不习惯我对你太好，

是不是你对我没有信心？

你是不是怕我对你太好，

而你对我的爱又加深了？

都是我不好，

把你伤了，

对不起！

你的生日快到了，

希望你可以每天都开开心心，

身体健康，

每天无忧无虑~

未来的路，

希望我可以一路陪你走下去，

你说过未来的事没人懂，

我希望当我们白发沧桑时，

我可以牵着你的手在花园里看着我们一起种的花，

讲着我们恋爱时的故事。。。

现在，

我才知道，

我的心里住了一个永远都搬不走的人！

就是他！ 

This few days i became lazy more and more ~
I lazy to wake up ,
lazy to keeping my room ,
lazy to moves,
Lazy to everything !

My boyfie birthday is around !
This year i will gave him touching till cry ,
hehe =]
Hope my planning can success !
Wish me Luck, people !


This is his 2nd time birthday that i celebrate with him together !
I Love U , my Dear hubby !







Chinese New Year also coming around ,
Are you all ready for wear nice clothes and take angpau ?
This year can i have a small small wish ?

My wish :
I hope my boyfriend always be healthy and happy ...
I hope he can always smile...





Okie,
Let's talk about me !
Wuhuuu ~ this year i also attend [step out] ...
This time i took alots of pic,
I very happy that i can took pic with those dancer ....
Actually, i'm very admire to them !

Today i was spend my time with my family,
how good it was ~
I shopping with my mum at first ,
then we go billy cafe for our yummy dinner ....
i pay all da bill.
I knew that : I was love my mum more than my money ~
Mum just once in my life ,
although she done alots thing that i cant accept it ,
but she still was my mum ...

My mum try to said :
My daughter treat me eating dinner ,
this is our Reunion dinner ....


This day i had waiting for so long.
My mum never know that what i need it just have a meal with her ...
Although i'm coming from a broken family,
i still need my mum ...

So, Family always are 2nd place in my heart !

This is my latest pic,
I dye my hair and highlight it ,
Isnt will look same as "LALA' mui ?
Comment please ?
Tq ~~~~

Fixed !

06012012
Friday
We hang out ~
After quarrel, our 1st outing,
although our pic shown us are making same posing,
but out heart are far apart !


He avoid my eyes .
He came down at 3pm, we are not too many enough times to met each other ,
he still say :
time had passed so fast, i'm happy...
I really not happy to listen this words from his mouth.
although we holding hands ,
but i still cant feel where his heart are going to ?
Isn't all should blame on myself?
Or he really try to protect himself for not getting hurt from anyone?
I really speechless !


Before we sleep , we chat on phone ,
He tell me that i always late sleep after my home got WIFI ...
Is it Real what he say ?
He feel that after i talk phone with him , i will got another guy waiting for me for chatting again.
I want to say : Nobody will chat phone with me except YOU !
i really upset ~
Now i really dun want to play around ...
I know that i'm hurt a person who Trust me and Love me ....

You are not confidence to me, i know about that !



but ......


[I LOVE U]

Heart Accident !

我又上来更新了。。。

今天，
我无心工作，但是，
幸好这几天工作也不会太多，
我还可以应付！


这几天，我反复的想：
诗毓啊，你到底在搞什么？
为什么一直伤害一个很疼爱的男生呢？
他为何不是忍让你无数次？？？
你到底有没有想过如果同样事情发生，而受害者是你呢？
你会怎样？

想着，想着。。。

脑海里出现了这些字，

[为什么拥有在自己手里的幸福而不去珍惜呢？]
[你拥有一个很好的男朋友了，为何不去珍惜他？]

我们的第一次合照。。。

可以说是：

我现在所拥有的全部都是他给于我的！

手提电脑，电话，手表，衣服，

我的花费都是他在提供的，

伤心时，

有他陪我，

开心时，

他陪我一起笑！

被背叛的心，

已碎了，

他对我的信任也没有了~

我彻彻底底的伤害了一个爱我的人!

Dear .... 

I know that however i said how many times sorry also didnt use to u ...

I destroy our relationship,

I know that before u do everything u will think about me, 

u was a good good guy !

And u had say :

I want be a bad bad guy !

I dun want u be a bad guy ...

I just want u be my only dear !

你的心里会有刺了，

你也告诉我：

你的心已碎了！

我希望我可以陪你慢慢走出伤痛，

是我伤了你，

就让我陪你，好吗？

[对不起]

我们已冷战两天了！

我不要再这样了。。。

我们的爱情，

我们的回忆，

所有回忆，

甜酸苦辣，

我都记得！

因为有过开心的回忆，

所以我们才不舍得放开对方，

因为有过伤心的回忆，

我才了解你是对我如此的重要。

若缘分尽了，

我希望那天是我们白发沧桑的时候！

你对我的好，

我伤害你的，

这些已成为过去了，

就让我们再创造我们的未来，

好么？

[Our Latest Pic]

Start of 2012 [Sad Case]

我回来了 ！

相信在新的一年里，发生了许多美好的事情吧？

而我，

却不好了！

我和他吵架了，

这次。。

真的严重了。

他说：

[机会给了又给，

你却还是背叛我！]

我们今天没讲电话，

信息也没有几封。。。

这次，

我痛了！

他真的生气了！

就连面子书的pro pic也换了。

sorry that i hurt u !

我们大家需要时间冷静，

我只能说的：

我不想结束我们的感情！

时间就是我们的解药吧！

我不会放弃我们的感情，

如果可以，

我们从头来过，可以么？

就像当初我们刚见面开始。。。

我反复了回想，

你付出已够多了，

而我，

把你伤的心都碎了~

[对不起]