06012012
Friday
We hang out ~
After quarrel, our 1st outing,
although our pic shown us are making same posing,
but out heart are far apart !
He avoid my eyes .
He came down at 3pm, we are not too many enough times to met each other ,
he still say :
time had passed so fast, i'm happy...
I really not happy to listen this words from his mouth.
although we holding hands ,
but i still cant feel where his heart are going to ?
Isn't all should blame on myself?
Or he really try to protect himself for not getting hurt from anyone?
I really speechless !
Before we sleep , we chat on phone ,
He tell me that i always late sleep after my home got WIFI ...
Is it Real what he say ?
He feel that after i talk phone with him , i will got another guy waiting for me for chatting again.
I want to say : Nobody will chat phone with me except YOU !
i really upset ~
Now i really dun want to play around ...
I know that i'm hurt a person who Trust me and Love me ....
You are not confidence to me, i know about that !
but ......
[I LOVE U]
